Why does everything seem SO complicated????
If you’re reading this, you might be feeling overwhelmed and defeated just like I am right now. You might be struggling with betrayal trauma too and finding it challenging to get the help you need. That is where I am at today… ugh.
This post is more of a ramble and rant than anything else so if you don’t like these sorts of posts please keep scrolling by…
My day is not going too well. I am feeling sad, tired, and defeated. I want so badly to talk to a betrayal trauma counselor, but the one in my TINY town has a year-long waitlist.
I am so upset about this and it made me cry because EVERYTHING has made me upset lately since I started my betrayal trauma journey at the beginning of this year.
I need a break. I need some good things to come from this terrible, horrible ordeal. I need to talk to someone who will give me advice and listen to me without judging me. I have SO much to say and so much to talk about, but I fear I will be judged.
I am just so tired of it all. It sucks feeling like I have to be afraid because I might be judged. I never asked for this crap to happen to me! WHY is it ME who feels like this????