WHY CAN’T IT BE EASIER???

KD
3 min readOct 18, 2023

Why does everything seem SO complicated????

If you’re reading this, you might be feeling overwhelmed and defeated just like I am right now. You might be struggling with betrayal trauma too and finding it challenging to get the help you need. That is where I am at today… ugh.

This post is more of a ramble and rant than anything else so if you don’t like these sorts of posts please keep scrolling by…

My day is not going too well. I am feeling sad, tired, and defeated. I want so badly to talk to a betrayal trauma counselor, but the one in my TINY town has a year-long waitlist.

I am so upset about this and it made me cry because EVERYTHING has made me upset lately since I started my betrayal trauma journey at the beginning of this year.

I need a break. I need some good things to come from this terrible, horrible ordeal. I need to talk to someone who will give me advice and listen to me without judging me. I have SO much to say and so much to talk about, but I fear I will be judged.

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I am just so tired of it all. It sucks feeling like I have to be afraid because I might be judged. I never asked for this crap to happen to me! WHY is it ME who feels like this????

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KD

Someone who is trying to get through life in one piece and be the best version of myself. I also want to try and help others who are hurting or sad.