Last year in January, I found out my partner was cheating (sexting my sister and other girls), porn addiction, sex addictions, and who knows what else.
It was a HORRIBLE way to start the year off. Of course, I forgave him (we have kids) and he promised to get help. He did get help for about a month, then he said he was all better… YA RIGHT.
However, I chose to stay with him not only because we have children but also because we have been together since I was 14 years old and he was 15 years old.
We were middle school sweethearts and have been married for almost 27 years this May (though it doesn’t count as this year or last because you know…).
Almost on the exact day as last year, I found out yet again, that he is STILL doing it ALL. Maybe not with my sister (but who knows…) but with OTHER women. A LOT of other women.
I am so damn numb. I am COMPLETELY done this time. He doesn’t live here anymore, to say the least.
My kids and I will be okay. I have so much to figure out since I work from home and have stayed home my whole life to take care of our children. But I ALWAYS made money and pretty decent money too.
So, I have a lot of stuff to figure out now. I am a newly single mom who has no freaking clue what she is doing but I…